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Xiǎo Xīngchén ([personal profile] gentledawn) wrote in [community profile] ellipsanet2024-07-01 06:48 am

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[How does he go about asking this...? Well, he might as well go all in, right? Though politely. Always politely.]

Excuse me, I have a question for any and all of us who have experienced immortality.

Were you always immortal? If not, what was it like for you to first taste immortality? I understand the condition isn't a given in Ellipsa, but it does hold true in my world. My Master was immortal and now I wish I had asked her about it thoroughly.


[Cultivation is unique (particularly of the type he and Xue Yang practiced) and poor Xingchen is trying to adjust.]
noodleboi: (Art Monkey - Cracked)

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[personal profile] noodleboi 2024-07-18 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[MK nods and keeps his eyes closed. He takes a breath in and lets it out. Trying to just rest. To relax. He's getting there slowly. Sinking into that state of just being here now. His brows furrow as the memories flash in his mind. He's trying and the wounded parts of his spirit throb and shine when he isn't trying to push them down.]
noodleboi: (S5 Monkey - you can't run from me)

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[personal profile] noodleboi 2024-07-21 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[The wounds slowly start to stitch themselves together. A voice speaks up from inside MK.]

The magic won't fix everything. You know it. It won't fix me. Won't fix us.
noodleboi: (S5 Monkey - dark inner thoughts)

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[personal profile] noodleboi 2024-07-23 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[MK's brow furrows. He tries to take a breath but the wounds in his spirit throb more.]

Pain? All we do is cause pain. No matter what we do, it will always lead to pain.
noodleboi: (Art Monkey - That broken look)

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[personal profile] noodleboi 2024-07-24 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Give it time. We'll bring you pain eventually.

Not on purpose. [MK speaks up softly, still trying his best to meditate.]

Guess we'll find out.
noodleboi: (S5 Monkey - Meditation)

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[personal profile] noodleboi 2024-07-25 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[The voice goes quiet. MK's spirit stills. Good and bad. They can depend on each other. It helps MK relax and keep meditating. The monkey lets out a slow breath.]
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[personal profile] noodleboi 2024-07-27 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[MK breathes in and out. His breathing slowing between breathes.]

Hmmm. Huh? That was a little weird. Did it work?